.[lEt lOvE leAdz Mie oN].

2009-03-11T00:24:00.002+08:00

Final goodbyes are always painful, especially when a loved one dies suddenly.

P/S: Er yi i really miss u lots . it's something i cant accept .

you're still the one i love .

as times goes by i knew it's harder to let go .

being missed by me .

these few days i dun seem to like to talk much .

2009-01-25T18:00:00.002+08:00

Happy CNY to loves !
It's been donkey mths since i last touch my blog .
many things happen thou .
in just a short few mths .

anyway i miss girlfriends !

2008-08-25T17:18:00.003+08:00

yeh ! i'm so happy .
i was offered a job at Misa Travel .
starting on 1st Sept .
went for interview on fri ,
just receive a call this morning from the HR manager .
pay wise still acceptable cause if performance is good there's pay increment within the 1st 3mths .
but there's lots of training .
it's a 5.5days work per week .
no longer 5days work .
and to me it's super far from my hse .
cab there in the morning will cause a bomb in my pant .
cause alot of erp gantries plus peak hour plus morn rush ):

sad week was that on 15th Aug von jie's mum passed away .
it's so sudden .
aunty u've try yr best for 2mths why didnt u carry on .
i haven hv the chance to visit u yet .
may god bless u as u continue yr journey in heaven (:

2008-08-20T14:47:00.001+08:00

bought a Lg Secret on Sunday .
love it lots (:

now i'm getting kinda bored .
sourcing for jobs .

2008-08-14T14:41:00.002+08:00

i'm leaving ..
my siao boss ask me to type fake tax invoice for him .
to cover him taking the commission for personal use .

i feel sad for those ppl .
those foreign workers will be left without salary
as we're leaving today quietly .
tmr is pay day .

and my manager is a nice one .
he sometimes will drive me to places i'm going .
tmr the suppliers will start to bomb his phone then .

2008-08-13T10:13:00.002+08:00

somehow i felt so lost ..
knowing that thurs will be my last day wrking there .
i no longer have my personal clean ladies rest room .
i no longer have the room to me and my account manager .
i no longer have my personal desk which things and stuffs i've been using for the past 11mths .
i felt the attachment for there .
the nice sweet smell environment in the room .

wo zhen de hao sher bu de .

no more income .
no more bonus .
no more pay leaves .
no more ..
my heart is still lingering somewhere .

xin li you zhong suo bu zu de gan jue .

2008-08-12T16:20:00.003+08:00

my long crave have been satisfied (:

meet gfs for marche ytd, skip my lesson .
this is the first time i'm skipping my finance module .
shop a lil' at pet lovers to get snack treats for my dogs .

thanks gfs for the lil' sweet treats (macros).
i want more of strawberry flavours (:

a short meetup .
do update me more (:

i realise my current company i've wrk for 11mths , close to 1 year ..
but i'm leaving ..
thurs will be my last day .
it's a long story .
friday going for a interview .
pray they're nice ppl ..

thanks jiayu for recommending this job, thou it's a siao boss .
but i've learn alot more . thanks alot (:

2008-08-08T09:45:00.002+08:00

today's a special day . 08/08/08 (:
also the opening of beijing olympic .
saw those students celebrating nation day in the school early morning .
kinda miss school life .

yup i'm very happy to be a singaporean .
tmr's the nation 43th birthday .
an advance happy birthday to singapore (:

went ikea wit my bro last night to get our stuffs .
it's cheap but certain stuffs are expensive .
bought alr 60plus . i wanna get the shelf .
99bucks ler ..

i envy my bro lor .. he damn know how to save can .
he's a student and can save more than me .
green wit envy .

there's no half day at wrk . holiday mood .

2008-08-07T18:46:00.001+08:00

it's was nice of my pretty classmate to get my facial masks (:
sweet of her .

2008-08-06T09:58:00.002+08:00

i've been sleeping real early .
on weekdays late night is a big nono for me .
cause weekdays there's work and school .
it's really tiring .

haven been meeting gfs for 2 weeks plus ..
i miss u girls . meet up soon (:

today there's lesson again .
i need motivations .

2008-08-05T15:58:00.002+08:00

ytd was the 6th lesson for finance module .
ratio analysis kinda abit blur in the starting but aft the lesson i can understand (:
it was sauna in the auditorium plus no tables .
kinda not the right environment to study in .

gonna book grooming sessions for my dogs .
time to go bald . haha ..

wrk is busy busy busy .
plus sch is equals to busier .

i miss tw . my frens are going there nxt week .
i wanna go there to shop .

2008-08-04T14:48:00.002+08:00

i've urge throwing my bloody phone out of my house .
but then again i'll be left wit no phone , unless i get a new one .
fuck off wit the irritating calls .

nabeh asshole !

2008-08-01T10:48:00.001+08:00

ever since i started wrk and studies ,
my face is getting worst .
damn upset la .

it's been years ..

2008-07-30T15:08:00.002+08:00

life & death is part and parcle of life .
but seeing yr love ones passing away suddenly is like a part of you is gone .
cherish yr love ones every seconds as thou you only live that very moment .

i dunno how to describe my feelings now .
my eyes gets teary .

2008-07-28T16:23:00.002+08:00

i'm still deciding whether to register for my exams in oct .
deadline is 31 july .
maybe i might not tk cause not confident enough .
shall tk the 5 modules exams next year may .
cause i just started on finance only .

anyway hope von jie's mummy get well soon .
gonna visit her when i'm free .
she's really a nice auntie (:
bless her for a miracle pls .

2008-07-24T09:51:00.002+08:00

this morn CNA report on '10 promises to my dog'
super sweet & touching story .
yes we humans outlive our dogs .
it's so teary ):
i wanna get the dvd .

ytd had double entry book-keeping .
finally i understand .
in secondary sch , i dislike double entry concept alot .
so i ti come ti come one .
heh i love most is trading, profit & lost a/c .

2008-07-22T09:15:00.003+08:00

signature patent embossed photo keybob*

roar~ i'm dead tired .

ytd was my first lesson for finance .
it's almost all on accounting stuffs .
i felt like giving up .
maybe dont take the exam .

went spize as kelvin was back and he's flying off to indo today .
nice of him to get us coach stuffs and chocolates (:

there's company buffet lunch and praying tmr at client's project site .

2008-07-21T16:04:00.004+08:00

the birthday girl wit her cake*

photo session at safra*

aft boat quay drinking session*

ppl present are the above & ailian, escal, geogina and donald ..

sat went over to amber 21 for her twent-een celebration .
left only ard 5plus am .
tons of photos but i'm lazy to upload all .
i'm figuring how to combine all photos into one .
any kind soul to teach me ?!

2008-07-21T15:58:00.002+08:00

i wanna revamp my room .
1) new bed frame
2) new queen size bed
3) new 10 door wardrobe
4) new dressing table c/w stool
5) lastly paint my room .

and also a shoe cabinet will be nice .

all need money to be done =x

2008-07-18T14:26:00.002+08:00

by right men takes 3000 steps per day .
but i'm taking less than a 100 steps .
blame it on the comfort of cabs .
the way it takes u to & fro .
there's pros & cons too (:

i shall learn to be a gd girl to spend money wisely soon .
for 10mths, i dont see any savings in my bank ):

when darkness turns gray ,
what will it becomes ?!

2008-07-16T10:14:00.002+08:00

i'm happy to see gfs tagging (:
thanks i'll strive hard .

last week went to labelle for eye shaping .
it's only 5bucks cheaper than my usual 6bucks .
went to hair salon aft wrk .
there's black shine , brown recharge & brown shine category .
took brown shine - mocha brown color (:

ah yi called ytd to ask if 31Aug wanna go holiday .
it's a big family trip (:
we seldom hv this kinda trip as all are busy .
i'm looking forward (:

2008-07-15T10:24:00.002+08:00

i had a real sweet dream last night tat i didnt wanna wke up for wrk today .
end up i was pretty late for wrk
i dreamt of dylan guo , fyi it's (guo pin chao)(:
he's super suave la .
super long dream .
i dunno wad it's 'bout ..
but it's a dream u nvr want to be awake from .

i've the urge to chop off my tresses .
thinking of getting a darker shades .
maybe later going to salon .

i want metallic rose ds lite .
i'm tired of my crimson black ds lite .
it's so dull .

i'm going to motivate myself to save by aimming for rewards (:

2008-07-14T12:46:00.002+08:00

Happy Twent-een Birthday to loveliest Ms Jo (:
ytd it's her big day (:

went vivo to catch '10 promises to my dog'
told her before hand it's super touching show .
will cry de . she say ok bring lotsa tissues along .
yeh indeed we cried during the show .
i'll love my two beloved dog more .
i noe it'll remind her of tofi .
i'm sorry ):
she cried on her bday .
i feel bad .

aft tat head to town to walk 'bout .
decide to go tcc for coffee kick .
i want to drink mushroom soup but soup of the day is pumpkin and cream of salmon .
it's the worst soup i've ever drank .
was complaining this and that .
our 'guest of honour' came over for small talk .
left for our dinner at tonki jap restaurant when von and carmen reached .
it's famous for it's deep fried dishes .
i was super full from the soup n coffee .
was on the verge of vomiting .
ate a lil' aft tat head to toilet to puke .
as usual entertainment aft dinner .
went safra for pools and bowling .
i'll still prefer pool more than bowling .
cause u know why can le .

visuals to be updated soon*

i'm busy like hell today .
acct manager on leave and she left me shit mess to clear up .
financing stuffs and my own wrk to be completed .
piles stacking up .

wrk and study aint easy to cope with ):

2008-07-10T14:50:00.002+08:00

my right ear is getting worst .
i cant hear well .
there's some blockage, pressure, noise .
it's so uncomfortable .
real down on mood .
i need referral .
ENT specialist . a big burn on my pocket .

2008-07-10T09:30:00.003+08:00

~~ohh fuck off wit are u malaysian~~
~~which bloody part of me looks/speak like them~~
~~i dont fucking hv an accent like them~~
~~ask again i'll smack my NRIC onto yr face~~
i'm proud to be a singaporean (:

i'm sad la ..
my fren doesnt recognise my voice ytd ):

wth my nxt module gonna change lecturer .
ytd we bomb them and they can fucking hell give us excuses , beat ard the bush without answering our qns . hw many lecturers do we hv to change in 5modules .
so what if the nxt lecturer is a banker ?! she's gd in accounting n finance that doesnt mean she's gd in passing on her knowledge to us . why in the first place wld she want to resigned fr banking and join a peanuts salary as a lecturer ?! her professionalism is in banking nt teaching . higher qualification doesnt mean she can teach better . sometimes the cert is just a piece of toilet paper .
and i heard their previous HRM module they actually changed 3 lecturers for my goodness .
well their management level also sucks .

2008-07-09T10:11:00.002+08:00

left wrk early ytd .. went back to my hse to see family doc .
doc prescribe some medicine for me .
if nvr recover, she wld suggest i go for ENT specialist .
at night it gt worst, i heard air con motor running sound ler .
i thot i was wrong, so i switch off all equipments. but it's true .
my right ear pls behave well will u (:

2008-07-08T10:24:00.004+08:00

finally i'm finishing my BOE module on wed (:
gt a week break before i start finance on 21jul .
gotta register my exams in oct on 21jul too .
BOE and Finance modules . pray hard i must pass .
nt pass i hope for a merit which will be nicer isnt it (:

saw my ex-pana colleague when i was taking train home wit my schmates .
chatted awhile .
yeh i took a train . tat's very unusual of me .

i'm happy cause i'm going for a short holiday trip on oct .
haha .. have alr book the tixs .
this time round is on budget airlines .

my right ear is giving me some problem today .
i can hear but there's like pressure and a small buzzing sound .
it's irritating and uncomfortable . hopes nth wrong wit my ear .
maybe going to see doc aft wrk or something .

ohh ya .. aft wrk i'm meeting mei . we gonna tk train hm .
hope i really do (:

dunno since when i became my boss pa .
no pay increase lor .
so shitty .. i hope i can earn alot more . and i nvr think i earn enough money to satisfy my thirst for money .
thot of quitting to do logistics .
it's damn alot of money .
a mth u can earn like 3-4K plus ot la .
cuz 5days u can earn ard 500plus le .
it's good money who wont be tempted (:

2008-07-07T09:46:00.004+08:00

fri
went grandma hse to dinner and brought ashley home .
she's like a lil' adult in some ways . haha ..

sun
meet gf for dinner at bali thai (:
much loves wit ashley ..
aft tat shop awhile at imm before heading to grandma hse .

~~ok i noe i'm fat .~~
~~fuck off wit u've grown fat .~~
~~i noe , it's super hurting and demoralising .~~
i dun wish to become like this .
i'm trying to lose the fats .

p/s: kinda guilty tat i upload the photos so late .

2008-07-04T16:11:00.002+08:00

getting inked is so addictive that i had my first and the second one .
now i'm thinking of getting the 3rd one .
aft which i might even hv a 4th , 5th , 6th .
heh .. cherry blossom on my right foot (:
thot of getting the rest on my hips , rib cage , lower back , on the neck etc .

不知该怎麽说才可以让你明白

我的心从来没有变改

纵然是天各一方还是在缅怀

爱情是一种信念

无法控制是朝思暮想的誓言

对你的爱从没有界限

最爱听你声音

情深的呼唤我唤醒一阙爱歌

荡漾风中接近你呼吸到你的承诺

从此不再犹豫让心中的爱歌

成为彼此生命里的主题歌

永远爱我

自由自在的爱

真爱不会有阻隔情还在

心中炽热如火只因跟你在相爱

从来没疑猜

从天荒到地老到生命的尽头

在人生的抉择里找到最好的结果

爱应该说出口说出口不难过

直到石烂海枯也不会后退

依然爱我

this song is super meaningful if u hear the singer sing it .

2008-07-04T09:44:00.002+08:00

will upload von's bday within the weekends .
ytd i gt a shock of my life . he actually proposed .
well marriage is nt on my mind yet .
i'm so sorry .

2008-07-03T12:51:00.002+08:00

argh .. nt enough rest again and again . nw my fugly face is getting worse .
dunno izzit kenna bacteria or shit . from one acne pop out a few .
till nw still haven recover . i'm dying la .. one pimple i alr cant stand le .
nw it's even worst . just kill me man .
i wan a blemish free face .
god pls stop messing wit me .
i wanna recover soon .
it's so irritating .

i still cant overcome it to trust one .
i've learnt it the worst way . pls gimme more time . pls help me along the way .

2008-06-30T10:04:00.002+08:00

Happy Twent-een birthday to my lovely gf von (:

friday

celebrated von's birthday at marina jack's place followed by amber 21 at boat quay .
had 3 bottles of martell . it's coolness filled wit loves and fun ..

will post up the photos within this few days.

had a real breakdown on sat n sun ..
it was signs of d .
damn i'm tired of it . really .

2008-06-26T10:42:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Von jie (:

i realised i've 5 cleanser, 4 types of mask, 3 toners, 3 moisturers .

shall use up all before getting new ones ..

my craves for marche have been way too long .. i'm still waiting .

2008-06-24T14:42:00.002+08:00

tat fucker is getting on my nerves .
i'll not be answering private no. phone calls anymore .
so if u're calling me pls use yr no. or hse phone or drop me a msg if i nvr answer yr call if u use private no.

fucker pls get a life . if nt u will be seeing for harassment charge soon .

2008-06-24T12:19:00.001+08:00

i'm getting really tired .
i shall just pop the pills and forget it .

taking leave on friday for theory test .

thurs von jie's bday , nxt mon von's bday (:

2008-06-24T12:02:00.004+08:00

monday

gf called when i just reach my lesson area . asking whr am i ?! i'm so excited la . cause i haven seen them for 2weeks plus . she told me lina went to tattoo and it's the same shop tat i went for mine too . so i quickly rush over .. haha . silly me only realise they've left the shop when i rch there . lolx .. had a short meet up over dinner . but it was still pretty precious to me (:

i've decided .. cherry blossom i'll be seeing u soon (:

i'm getting super pissed off . it's damn irritating when i'm asleep and the bloody phone keep ringing n msges keep coming in . it really affect my sleeps nowadays . i dun even hv enough rest and tat fucker just keep bombing it . dont u hv a sense of timing or u dunno hw to self reflect . i dun ans n reply yr msges , dont u get my point . dont mke me pissed off to change my no. it's super troublesome . just fuck off .

lesser and lesser ?!

or i'm thinking too much ..

p/s: gfs, all the best for yr tests this week (: see u girls soon .

2008-06-23T11:45:00.002+08:00

friday

brought xin yi and jaxier to watch kungfu panda . xin yi stay over at my hse .

sat

she made me laugh (: full of nonsense and adorableness .

sun

brought her hm in the late afternoon .. ah yi went to stay in hospital for minor operation on monday . hope she gets well soon .

my baby dog mke me angry like hell . chase him out of the hse and he just sit at the doorstep act innocent . always act pityful whenever u scold him or beat him ..

i'm suffering fr tension headache ..

2008-06-19T09:45:00.002+08:00

i'm a lil' upset ):
cause last night due to studies i couldnt place bet on spain & russia .
went home aft wrk and was grumpy 'bout it .
now spain won 2-1 greece , russia won 2-0 sweden .
argh~ no money to collect lor . 400plus ler .. it's an extra income for me .

tmr gonna bring my lil' fat fat home aft wrk, sat bringing her out for movie .
i miss her lots . girlfriends too .. 2weeks plus le .

2008-06-18T09:52:00.002+08:00

Tues

had chilli crab, butter crab, cereal prawn, broccoli with scallop, crispy chicken for dinner (:

victory on No Interuption

haha .. Netherland(Holland) & Italy didnt disappoint me .
won some over this two matches last night (:
i'm so happy . i was deciding shld i place a big bet but cause holland alr into quarter finals they might give chance to romania & they're using reserve players. so end up a small bet (:

it's back to lesson aft wrk again .

2008-06-16T11:41:00.001+08:00

boohoo .. bad dream last nite .

2008-06-13T11:23:00.002+08:00

omg .. wasted .
prediction is so good or luck is shining (:
shld hv bought it ..

today's a lazy friday .
no make up on, just moisturiser & sun block .
super casual wear .
i love friday as weekends approach .

my eyes seem to be tearing . super uncomfortable .

well theres accident almost everyday . saw one at my hse area wit the L plate car front super crash up .

to all my frens : do drive carefully (:

2008-06-12T11:06:00.000+08:00

stress out . give me a break ..

2008-06-11T11:31:00.003+08:00

woo~ feeling so happy .
buds prediction is gd (: for holland vs italy .
yeh had some small winning over spain vs russia .
i'm so into euro matches .
might meet up wit buds for soccer matches ..

lesson ltr on aft wrk .. gonna start on past year papers . finishing on first module soon .

my boss is starting his craziness , forcing ppl to learn accounting .

*Happy 20th birthday to buds (:
forgotten it's the 11th today and he was complaining i nvr wish him . i'm sorry .

2008-06-09T10:25:00.003+08:00

In loving memory of tofi*

tofi will always be loved by us .

weekends was great but the last moments of sunday was shocking & sad .

gf msg me tat tofi was dead . she was knock dwn by car . an accident . a reckless driver .

i couldnt believe my eyes when i read it amidst my sleeping mood .

immediately i called gf up . confirmed .. tofi was a timid and adorable dog of mix breed .

gf dun be too upset 'bout it , cry out if there a need .. i noe it's terrible to lose yr beloved lil' fat fat

remember we're there for u (:

2008-06-05T15:39:00.002+08:00

ohh ya .. buds invited me to his birthday party .
he told me he's throwing a party this sat for his 20th bday ..
sorry buds i cant mke it . shld hv told me earlier uh .
lolx .. den he say my bday ler buds .
shall mke it up another day (:

very long didnt seen him le . he told me he've lots to update me 'bout .
haha .. shall meet up soon . maybe over soccer matches too (:

another day passed, ohh my it's june .. half a year gone ..
my btt coming soon . wish me luck eh .

2008-06-04T11:40:00.003+08:00

ytd gf told me she's learning piano soon .
it reminds me of him .
i miss his piano pieces ..
it was him who made me loves piano pieces .
the times he spent to create new pieces just for me .
i've forgotten bout the name of the songs .
but it's very sweet and smoothing to the ear .
well it's all memories now .

2008-06-03T09:29:00.002+08:00

my weekday lecturer is still better .
he make notes for us , easier to understand and memorise but the boss told him he's wasting company resources . like wtf !! the course we pay included notes .. a little bit of it wont kill u . u cant expect ppl to read the whole chunk of notes u written .

my lecturer ask if anyone of us would like to apply for raffles medical group HR dept assistant .
haha .. cuz raffles medical group ask them to recommend students frm CIE course . they will conduct different interview .

on a happier note , i got to know 2 new classmates . realise they're mostly malaysia or china ppl ..

ohh my .. my exams hv alr started for registration . exams are on oct 6,7,8,9,10 .. if register must go for two modules .

2008-06-02T12:06:00.004+08:00

Carmen's 20th

love letters to her <3

group photos

keppel bay's

Candid shots at TCC

whr's josephine's ?!

Friday

had our fun filled with love outing wit my lovely gfs and daniel (:
had carmen's 20th celebration at marina square, hotpot culture and chill at keppel bay .
will post up the photos once i seen it .
missed my cam so much . no cam wit me so didnt took photos .

Saturday

woke up late at 2pm . rushed to bathe and head dwn to lesson at 4pm .
the lecturer CMI , i prefer my week days lecturer .
he's better cause he mke notes for us to memories and explain it clearer .

head to jie's hse aft lesson ended .
supposed to head to boat quay wit gfs but last min my uncle called .
sorry girls ):
happy , new sofas , one glass coffee table & 2 glass side table .
lalala~ now my living room seems longer (:

Sunday

family shopping wit cousins , my ah yi and nieces .
went chinatown & vivo .
woohoo~ finally got back my cam .
miss her to bits*

there's monday blues in me .
gotta attend lesson aft wrk .
tiring*

i'm having aches here and there . my cousins are having them too . haha ..

2008-05-30T09:42:00.002+08:00

my accountant on leave but i dun hv the room to myself ..
cuz the auditor is in ytd & today ..
from UHY DIONG firm , certified public accountants .
they're here to do auditing for our company accounts ..
so boring can , gotta go bank ltr to withdraw cash for salaries .
woohoo~

meeting my lovely gfs aft wrk (:

2008-05-28T09:54:00.002+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday to my lovely gf, Carmen (:
shall meet up soon on fri ..
mean while enjoy this day to the fullest .
stay happy the way you are now (:
hope we will be celebrating it for you each and every year .

2008-05-27T13:53:00.001+08:00

shld i or shld i not ?!

Happy birthday to my lil' ryan (:

my head is so heavy la ..

2008-05-26T13:46:00.002+08:00

feeling so fucking headache .
so terrible tat i broke dwn .
moodswings badly .
hv the intention of quitting .
nbcb boss .

tmr there BBQ celebration for ryan's bday

wed carmen's bday .

i hate the feeling . *&^%#%*%$#@*

i'm truly tired of it .

ohh ya . i'll hv new leather sofa in a weeks time

2008-05-25T10:07:00.002+08:00

ohh my ! the feeling of winning is ohh so damn good and happy (:
haha .. bet a small amt on holland vs ukraine . woo~ hollands wins 3 - 0.
my fren had been winning 3days on soccer betting tat's ard 2k plus .
ytd before the match starts he say he dream tat holland wins 3-0. haha . it came true (:
he can win based on soccer without having to wrk then (:

had some kinda celebration ytd (:

hope he hv somemore tips to follow (:

happy weekends (: lalala ..

yeh~

2008-05-23T15:54:00.002+08:00

i want longer hair ..
i want lose FATS ..
i want more cash ..
i want gucci wallet & bag ..
i want Taiwan trip ..
i want candy phone ..
i want 8615789 hrs / day ..
i want to be brain wash ..
i want to stay at 19 tat nvr turn 20 ..
i want nvr hv to wrk and study ..

to be cond'

2008-05-23T09:51:00.002+08:00

ytd when i'm leaving the office, mr ker ki siao can .
he's totally mad lor . ask me hw much is my pay ?! i say 1500bucks, den he say wah so much deduct 200 . wtf !! den he laugh . market price alr this much can, no pay increase still wan deduct pay. fucking angry lor . now expenses increase, u think this miserable pay can survive ar . if really deduct i shall quit lor .. damn pissed off .

and my accountant is another bitch la . now she's freaking late again .

i realise my lil' brother ryan chen is turning 1 yr old soon (:

27May08 - Ryan's bday (:
28May08 - Carmen's bday (:

it's coming, nxt week <3

2008-05-22T10:11:00.003+08:00

feeling so fuck up .
i overslept and wke up at 830am .
msg my accountant told her i'll be late .
rch wrkplace at 945am . gt told off by her . fuck lor , i'm so tired merely overslept and late cuz of sch ytd den she like showing face . she can late i cant la . damn her . she's late more often den me can . she say dun because of study affect wrk . and she told me she's taking leave on 28th & 30th .

2008-05-21T09:42:00.002+08:00

ytd i walk to the interchange under the hot scorching sun .
took bloody 20mins to walk from my wrkplace to interchange .
it's freaking long and tiring la .
met up wit mei for a short while .
acc her check genting pricing and shop for black skirt for her graduation .
but all nice skirt no more small size .
left home ard 8plus pm .
was so tired ..

Happy Birthday to Er yi (:
argh~ cant celebrate wit her cause today there's lesson .
jie bought cake and home cooked meals .
i miss jie's home cooked meals ):

my back are aching and i'm so sleepy .
wah .. the accountant super late lor . now still haven reach yet .

2008-05-20T11:53:00.003+08:00

my weekends were spent wit my lovely cousins, nieces and nephews .
great stayover of three days ..
mahjong like nvr ending .
i swear nvr gonna play mahjong again .
down on luck and i kept losing money .
ohh fuck .. i shall save ( fyi, my cousins say they listen will do ) them . haha cause i nvr made it to save my money . dunno why ever since i changed job , i nvr hv savings or enough cash to use .

sunday
went over to don's pub wit gfs to chill .
damn irritating of POSB , DBS , UOB , OCBC to do maintenance at the freaking time of 3am whereby everyone is out enjoying . which means we cant even swipe our cards and withdraw cash at all atms to mke payments .
this is the second time which i met wit this kinda fucking problem .

left don's pub at 0430am as gfs had to wke up early the nxt day .
head over to hv supper at the fishball noodle stall wit jiayu and von .
i loves their fishball noodles (:
they left at 5am while i went back to wait for huiling to finish wrk and head home together .

monday
went to shop for stationery .
argh ~ why they dun hv 2008 schedule book .
i think it's stupid to have weekly schedule book . u've to write the date , mth and week yrself .
i see no point getting it cause i'll be lazy even thou there's my kitty ones .

Happy 24th Birthday to jiejie <3
May u be the most beautiful mum of adorable ashley (:

tuesday blues instead . so tiring , wasnt having ample rest the past few days .
nvr mind, i'm waiting to knock off and meet up wit ah mei . very long nvr catch up wit her even when we're wrking in the same area . boohoo~

2008-05-16T13:59:00.002+08:00

wed

finish lesson at 10pm and met up wit gfs to dbl o .
it's super fun la .
err~ gt a kiss fr a girl . many thanks to jiayu (:
haha .. she'll noe the reason why la ..

p/s: thanks gf for the kitty motivations (: loves*

thurs

doc declare no more alcohol for me . so sad la .
slept the entire day till 10plus pm . feeling so tired ):

lucky i've my kitty sweets to accompany me <3

fri

wrk is so bored .. i'm feel so sleepy at this timing .
mahjong session ltr on (:

i've so many ppl birthday in this mth .

16May - ah ben's bday
20May - jie's bday
21May - Er yi's bday
28May - Carmen's bday

心里的无奈多希望能够对你说明白

2008-05-13T13:02:00.002+08:00

i wanna announce i've the sweetest ever gfs . hearts them <3
they came to meet me aft my lesson for supper at cj porridge .
aint they sweets ?!
i noe they're all tired aft their lessons in the day . but they mke me real happy (: loves*
it's those lil' efforts, thoughts, words tat brighten my day .

''standing by each other, whenever u need them''
it's coming to 8th year (:

alright, i actually took a train dwn for my lesson .. was there way to early . den i went to look for uncle raymond's tattoo shop cuz it hv moved .

i think i'm damn paiseh, went to the wrong place for my lesson . ( fyi, it's nt my fault i was given the wrong info) i went into a class full of china ppl with the lecturer also fr china . i was thinking i register for english lectures not chinese ler ..

my lecturer, mr chia , i dunno hw to describe him .. he can teach till geography n accounting side .. my classmates , like mostly fr m'sia or china , all weird weird de .. i think i'm the only new comer . most of them seem to came fr previous modules ..

i actually pay attention in class . took dwn notes . past nine i'm half - dead .. cant wait to get off to meet gfs (:

i realise all the things tat happen ytd , things i see seem to have happened before in my dream .. no wonder i feel so familiar wit all the scenarios . i can foresee my future . haha~

gf gt me sth for motivations, it's my fav kitty (:
love her . thou i haven get to see it yet ..

2008-05-12T09:41:00.002+08:00

had a early mother's day celebration on sat wit grandma , ah yi's , cousins and the babies .
it's our cousin's treat to them .. well , my every year's mother's day is spent wit them not my mummy cause she's busy wrking . nvr mind , i'll mke it up to her wit money (:

mahjongs over both weekends <3

so dread going to wrk , not to say having to go for my course aft wrk ltr ..

i need motivations .. i'm so tired la .

2008-05-09T11:29:00.002+08:00

ytd went auntie sally there for registration and pass the cheque .
my course , Cambridge International Diploma in Business.
saw the lesson time . it's 7pm - 10pm every monday and wednesday .
omg~ i wan to faint . somemore it's held at the auditorium at oriental plaza .

took a cab home cuz i was very tired . end up the taxi uncle lecture me . say i shld tk mrt instead of cab home since i was at the taxi stand in front of the mrt . was damn pissed off la, i mean if i wan to tk mrt will i still be waiting at the taxi-stand. give yr business still wan complaint so much . somemore traffic jam all the way fr aye . it's gd business to u uncle .

i went to search online regarding my course .
regrets . why ?! cause the exam papers are all case study question base . i'm gonna die before i start my course . i need to complete 2 core modules plus any 2 from optional modules.

Core modules - Business Organisation and Environment , Effective Business Communication.

Optional modules - Business Finance , Marketing , Human Resource Management , Business Start-up.

anyway , i dunno wad's wrong wit me . i choose to study at outram instead of jurong east for my course . think i'll suffer when i finish my lessons at 10pm .

2008-05-07T12:16:00.002+08:00

i've been very gd girl these few days .
it's back hm aft wrk , real tired .. i'll doze off when the clock strike 7 or 8pm .
the sleeping monster in me kick off real early .

fri i need go dwn auntie sally there for my course enrolment stuffs n mke payment .
nxt monday starting . been like months or years since i touch books or notes .

wrk is either so busy like hell or free till bored ):

i wish the days pass faster . feeling so damn ...................................

2008-05-05T15:28:00.002+08:00

Friday
took leave . met jiayu at 12plus pm to put my barang barang .
head to chinatown, bugis to get our stuffs n manicure for val's wedding .
10plus head over to val's grandma hse for stayover ..
we sisters didnt really catch a wink .. went to rest ard 3plus am, 530am gotta wake up as val's artist coming over to doll the bride up.

Saturday 3May2008
Val's Big Day
Morn the sisters are rushing to doll up n prepare as the groom n brothers are reaching at 0730am . the gate crashing was fun la (:

ard 12plus noon we sisters went back hm to rest and prepare for the evening dinner.
took a nap and wke up ard 4pm to view n edit the video with jiayu .
and we were like rushing against time . val's solemonisation was at 7pm .
we miss out the solemonisation part .
however thru out the dinner was great (:

aft dinner , went back to change n head to boat quay wit gfs <3
it's madness of fun wit gfs (:

will upload the wedding photos once i get it (:

love is all around <3

2008-04-30T09:56:00.002+08:00

ytd i'm taking train n bus aft sucha freaking long time .
felt uncomfortable . maybe i'm alr used to the comfort of cabs (:

went to grandma hse for dinner .. it's been so long since i've home cooked meals .
all my fav .. yummy <3 pass jie my clothes and exchange stuffs wit her .

Happy 17th Birthday to my brother (:

2008-04-29T11:02:00.003+08:00

tell me to love taking trains n buses ..
only this way will i cut dwn on cabs .

i'll get real busy this coming mth .

when's my turn to strike lottery since everyone is striking too ?!

2008-04-28T13:47:00.003+08:00

weekends was spent wit my lovely cousins and nieces (:

great news !! my boss says go ahead and study lor .. he wants us to improve ourself .
so i might be starting my course on 12 may . kinda having mixed feelings .
course duration is 1year . so during these period i cant job-hop . boohoo~ cuz only aft i graduate wit the cert den SDF will return the 80% to my boss .

monday blues ):

this week i've only 3days of wrk .. mon, tues, wed (:
yehness <3 thurs - public holiday , fri - took leave . wanna rest before heading over to val's ah ma hse . sat - val's wedding (:

2008-04-25T10:06:00.002+08:00

i had a super unpleasant ride ytd . my face totally turns black .
makes my blood boils till i wan to swear at the nb attitude taxi uncle .
taxi uncle i can tell u yr attitude and service is fucking lousy ok .
instead of apologising to me , he continue to argue wit me aft tat ask me to shut up ok.
nb taxi uncle . i book the cab thru fast call n i waited at the main gate of my office . saw him coming on the opposite lane n i cross over to flag dwn . instead of stopping he drove into my office main gate . and he still dare to ask i on call the cab izzit ?! i give him a fucking attitude of course la , wad for i flag dwn if i didnt hire the cab . it's obvious to see the cab is on call . who will be so stupid to flag dwn it . he told me i shld call up the operator to tell them i'm waiting along the roadside . he fucking dun understand english izzit ?! wad's the point of using fast call ?! fuck off la .
i gt freaking fed-up wit the fucking attitude taxi uncle . i told him off and guess wad he say ?! u think i wan to bid yr call meh . is i accidentally press it . hello taxi uncle , u can jolly well cancel the job n called up yr operator ok . and he still dare to tell me how to cancel . i mean it's obvious tat u wan the job den u press the button on the screen u blind asshole. he still dare to ask me which way to go . hello taxi uncle , u're the driver u dunno .

rch jiayu's hse .. i wanted to lodge a complaint . but the feedback hotline only operate from 8-5pm . taxi uncle of SHC1238P , i mke sure i lodge a complaint against u for yr fucking lousy service to yr passenger ok .

it really spoils my mood la ..
we head dwn to meet auntie sally regarding the course . had frog porridge dinner together wit them before we went over vivo for our forbidden kingdom . the three of us were laughing so loudly . aft movie , we went for rocher beancurd n had discussion on val's wedding (: it's yummy but not sweet enough for me . i love it to be sweeter .

yeh~ i'll study hard if i gt the chance (: <3
gold class movie soon <3

finally it's friday (:

2008-04-24T12:42:00.002+08:00

ytd met up wit the girls to bbdc . lina went for bike practical , jiayu n me went to re-register my account which had expired wit corissa . she book FTT , i book BTP n BTT . earliest date is 27jun . omg~ 2mths wait .
aft wrk , gonna meet jiayu n von for movie ltr in the night . before tat heading dwn to auntie sally centre for the course information (:

2008-04-23T09:48:00.002+08:00

met up wit my beloved mei n darling aft wrk .. head over the anchorpoint to shop .. she managed to buy so much loots yet nothing catch my attention . haha .. aft tat went over to watson , guess wad we actually spent a bomb , was there like ard 20mins only .. n we head over ikea cuz the girl says she wanna buy another wardrobe . shop and had fun (: darling was grumbling tat she's very hungry till we rch hm n dinner at the zi char stall ..

they were asking me to play mahjong and stay over . haha .. wke up in the morn saw my lil' fat fat . she's super adorable la . she can ask me to tk photo of her one aft another wit different poses (:

2008-04-22T13:08:00.002+08:00

i'm down with flu .. kept sneezing . nose blocked till i can hardly slp n breathe ..
haha .. had mahjong session last night and i win .. it's damn unbelievable (:
oliveiro called n chatted awhile .. and he's complaining badly wants to talk to me .. and i gt no excuse to turn dwn ..
wondering shld i go for business administrative course ?!

i'm hook onto mahjong (: more more pls .. mahjong is really more of luck .

2008-04-21T14:21:00.002+08:00

Thurs
aft wrk went dwn to get my hair done , it's damn flat n my fringe are short . so looks damn kuku la .. my hair pls grow faster in volume (:

Fri
met up wit jiayu at her hse , there after we headed town to ben sherman to get bday boy present . well i guess he's happy cuz he have lotsa blessings (:
aft tat went to wan tou sek , cuz i was craving so much for it ..
wanted to go ktv but at tat timing ard 2plus am le . all cheap ktv close early or either no rooms .
drop the idea went hm , had a chat in von's car .. it's raining super heavily.
i stay over at jiayu's hse .. but but i cant get to slp .. maybe without my bolster ):

Sat
was awake ard 8plus am but the girl is still sleeping .. so i just lie on bed and fall back to slp ..
woke up ard 12plus pm .. chat a little and detick for tofi . head home for refreshing and met the girls in the evening .. went over to flyer's for popeye . the queue is so long .
aft tat went to hv our ktv crave satisfy (:

Sun
just slack at hm .. down wit flu . and my right elbow's bone ache like hell . damn painful .
dunno what's wrong . hope it's nt dengue la .. play wit my two naughty dogs .. whenever i hear dog cries or bark when i'm sleeping i get real worried . why ?! afraid they get lock out of my hse .
sometimes they're just so irritating .. nvr let u hv a gd rest .

ard 2 weeks more it'll be val's wedding soon . i haven gotten my dresses .

2008-04-17T11:53:00.002+08:00

my throat is like giving me hell .. doctor gave me antibotics like no need money . i hate antibotics la .. it sucks . usually i just dump it aside . but looks like my throat aint getting any better .

hehe .. i cant wait to get out of my office to do my hair . it's like damn cheap . 11obucks include treatment and trim . it's shisheido brand lor . eyebrow trimming only 3bucks . dye or highlight only 50bucks . aft rebond , go back for treatment only 15bucks . aww~ just love the feeling of gettin it done in salon .

friday going for donald's bday celebration aft wrk .. last sunday had steamboat dinner at gfs hse . it's great feeling (:

i'm craving for marche , wan tou sek , chippy ..

nowadays i'm so tired .. just slp aft rch hm from wrk .. which is like 8plus pm only but i nvr get to slp thru the night ): and i cry last night .. sometimes knowing the truth aint good ..

2008-04-10T09:56:00.002+08:00

happy girl ytd . loves shopping wit my twiny dragon babies of my family .
met up wit her aft wrk .. we like 8plus den head dwn to shop .
within 1hr we actually bought so much loots (:
also met our pri sch mate .. nvr saw her for like 10yrs and she actually rem us (:
now she's a lady boss . haha .. nxt time can shop at her shop cuz there's pretty clothes .

nowadays i just dun wish to go home early .. this few days i like 1plus den rch hm .. den turn in bed . had a weird dream ): having sleepless night again .

2008-04-09T14:19:00.002+08:00

i'd POPEYE chicken & biscuits for brunch finally (:
satisfy my long craving for it .
gfs .. i'm still waiting for my marche craving (:

damn suay ar .. ytd play mahjong lose all the way .. lost all my chips ):

2008-04-08T16:57:00.002+08:00

emo is getting on me nowadays .. dun ask me why either .. tear droplets are flowing .
life is so routine . living is so bored . so many thoughts running thru my mind . why am i living on ?! sometimes all i need is a hug . really a hug will do . dun be surprise if i gv out a loud cried . maybe i just need to cry it out softly , a gd talk , a warmth hug is all i yearn for .

2008-04-07T11:13:00.002+08:00

had a hair cut on sat . haha . damn ugly . looks like lioness head ):
monday blues ! damn fedup in the morn la .. on call cab for freaking 30mins den i manage to get one . end up late at wrk ..

weekend come faster pls ..

2008-04-03T13:48:00.002+08:00

i want a break ..
but i need to start saving first .
anyone wanna accompany me to register for driving ?!
the way i spent on cabfares can earn me a car . i just cant kick the habit of taking cabs . i'm trying very hard to cut down le ..

more meeting up wit gfs please (:
short meet-up also can (:
wondering what's life like without gfs ?! it'll be very terrible ):

2008-03-27T09:38:00.002+08:00

yeh (: it's finally full attendance last night ..
i'm so happy . my wish came truth . loves gfs (:
yup .. even thou it's just a few hrs of meet-up i'm happy cuz it's updating , sharing n laughters no matter hw busy we are in our life .
aft reading carmen's and von's , ya i agree wit them . it's a happiness i'm looking forward to .
seven years and it'll go on till we're old (:

2008-03-26T09:24:00.002+08:00

night mares are killing me .

i'm so tired . really tired .

ashley hv been whining to me , whr's yvonne jiejie ?! i wan to speak to her .
haha ..

been weeks since i met my gfs .. i miss yr :(
chilling , retail therapy , supper .. i'm waiting for full attendance .

2008-03-19T09:45:00.001+08:00

getting inked !!

i wan a CHERRY BLOSSOM tattoo on my right feet soon .
shld it be in shades or colour ?!

2008-03-18T15:45:00.001+08:00

the partial class wit mrs ong n ashley's BBQ photo at ecp

2008-03-14T14:18:00.002+08:00

gimme the sunshine pls (:
i'm looking forward to aft wrk class BBQ and cycling n supper (:
so sunshine all the way ya .
i'm happy . so dun spoil my mood .

i miss ashley badly . tues saw her . she's super adorable . just wanna follow me hm , she even dun wan her mummy .. it aches my heart to see her crying so loudly even when i'm at the grd floor . i've gt no choice cuz i gotta wrk the nxt day . but i'll promise to bring her hm or out when i'm free (:

gfs i haven seen yr for weeks ):

smile seems to fade off at wrk .

2008-03-10T14:50:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling so so so stress up . boss keep pressuring .
sat was forced to go dwn access room .
kinda reluctant but they keep calling me up .
haha .. they're nice treated me to bottles of martell .

sth bad happened .. my fren drink till lost n he overturn the table .
swept off the glasses and bottles on the table .
we still hv one new bottle of martell . ended up on our clothes . bloods all over .
keep ranting and very agressive . all the guys came .
there's one uncle he brought along afew guys .. the 'pai kia' ppl la .
policemen came too .

damn pai seh lor .. manage to go hm only at 6plus am . i slept till 5plus pm on sun . damn tiring . just slack and do household chores .. weekends are over just like tat .

i miss ashley .
i miss my gfs .

2008-03-05T15:04:00.003+08:00

i'm unhappy ):

truly ..

i feel the stress . it's so uncomfortable .

can i get away ?! maybe a trip will do .
i'll be very happy then (:

p/s: i wanna catch these movies .
the leap years , the water horse: legend of the deep , Rule#1 , Playboy cop and 10,000 B.C
drop me a msg if u're interested .

2008-03-03T15:49:00.002+08:00

yeh .. i've gt another 200bucks pay increment starting fr this mth (:
but my wrk load increase .
i gotta think of marketing strategies , mke our website more impressive .
stress . nt gonna be easy task .

i've much more reason to save nw (:

2008-03-03T11:27:00.003+08:00

having monday blues .
why ?! cause gotta wrk and i just dun like it .
weekends are over so fast .
sat went to visit my aunty at ah ma hse . seeing her ok i'm happy but she doesnt hv much appetite . and the twin's jaxier having operation today .. hope everything goes well (: praying*

aft tat late evening went to shop for shoes .. was thinking between mahjong session or go drinking . end up went drinking .. surprise the world is small . went dwn to access room at boat quay to drink . it's also one of my ex colleague's pub . damn exp man . martell nw one bottle 178bucks . wth~ i was super suay la . keep losing to ah ken in the games .
10plus drink till 5am den left . i was bloated then . reached hm ard 6plus . couldnt slp . the feeling sucks ! forget i drank alcohol n took medicine . end up slipping in and out of conscious state .

haha .. i guess we gt even better this time round .
i'm happy (: hope it stays this way .

2008-02-29T11:04:00.002+08:00

gosh ~ eye candy just came as he brought us the papers and left .
today he's so charming (:
haha .. we were so shy tat we just smiled and i didnt mke eye contact .

i wan another bodyart real soon . any advice wad's nice ?!

you're still part of everything i do .
you're on my heart just like a tattoo ..

2008-02-26T09:34:00.005+08:00

forlorn .

大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心
已经完全的失去方向

kinda disappointed la . was happy he replied . but upon reading he just came back fr KL's Jay chou worldtour concert wit his wife . my heart just sank . he doesnt even look like he's married . no wedding band either .

well ytd met jiayu at tiong .
finally we catch our CJ7 aft much awaited .
show ended ard 9 . walk ard and we decided to head back to catch L change the world .
it's a great movie . glad we made the right choice (:
we've so many upcoming movies tat we wan to watch . Waterhorse , The leaping Years etc ..

nvr in my life will i wan to watch movies tat isnt featuring my idols .

L is Cute (:

2008-02-14T15:10:00.001+08:00

Prawning*

Random photos over cny period

2008-02-14T14:33:00.006+08:00

Random photos taken during cny period

2008-02-06T06:25:00.000+08:00

credits carmen* it's damn nice . i just love my gfs . ain't she sweeet (:

6.34am on the CNY eve .
i'm here to update , woke up at 4plus cuz goin to pay a visit to great grand ma ltr in the early morn wit grandma n relatives .. years since she passed on .

i'm so busy fer cny . and finally it arrive .
2 cny reunion dinners wit families , n one at gfs hse fer cny steamboat party in the later day .

haha .. i'm so happy CAUSE
my GFS are so SWEET . i dun mind having tooth ache (:
CNY celebrations n visitings .
long break till 18th feb but gotta go back on 13th to rush out quotations fer project wrk aft cny .
and the rubbish him , he just brings a smile to my face , making my day happier .
n more gfs outings (:

2008-01-06T16:07:00.000+08:00

we love grandma (:

took outside a nonya restaurant aft our brunch ..

fri aft wrk stay over at ah ma's hse .. as sat we're goin fer one day trip to malacca . wke up at 4plus am as 6am need to cab dwn to clementi to tk the coach to malacca .. haha the trip is average as the tour guide is super noisy la . ppl so tired need to tk a nap , keep singing loudly . so irritating can ! took quite a nos. of photo . kinda lazy to upload all . just upload one photo tat we took wit ah ma . tat's the first photo we actually took wit grandma aft we all grow up .

we're planning to hv a family grp photo .

my bangkok trip on 25jan gt cancel le .. so sad :(

there's wrk tmr, i'm so lazy .

weekends always end so fast .. hehe looking forward to more holiday trips .

2007-12-31T23:19:00.000+08:00

2007 wasnt a gd year fer me . hope 2008 will be excellent n i'm looking forward to the nxt level of happiness n forget the bad 2007 .

the bond between gfs hv been great ,nxt year will be the 8th year together . it will definitely last a one lifetime (:

hope i can fulfil the followings in year 2008 ,
shed the kilos n shape up
driving license
further my studies
better prospect
more holiday trips
more money
a saving target to achieve
tk less cab rides ( till nw i'm still unable to kick the habit , kill me pls )
things gets better fer all my family members (:
tat's all fer now ..

i'm a happy girl , evening went to dyed my hair to dark copper blond .
i'm loving the color .. might go n touch up again .
yeh~ sat goin to hv a holiday trip wit ah ma , ah yi n cousins .

Happy New Year 2008 to my lovely friends (: Cheerios !
i'm gonna party till drop .. hehe

2007-12-29T22:18:00.000+08:00

my gingerlady

our gingerlady & gingermen

gingerbear (:

our grp photo 1

our grp photo 2

nicholas mum's present , which is nicholas ang .

2007-12-29T20:09:00.000+08:00

gfs wit their presents (:

2007-12-29T20:02:00.001+08:00

our presents(:

our modern christmas tree (:

my pressie (:

2007-12-29T19:54:00.000+08:00

our pot luck (:

fruit pudding by carmen .

2007-12-23T21:49:00.000+08:00

christmas christmas don't be late . theodore is so cute (: watched alvin n the chipmunks wit gfs n my lil' idol nicholas ang .
cant wait for christmas party wit gfs . pot luck , gift exchanges .
yupp holiday trips are coming . i love its (:

yeh~ found the chipmunk song aft so much effort to search for it .

2007-12-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

damn cab fare hikes .. super expensive nw ler . tk cab also will think thrice .
gotta cut dwn on cabs . hope i do ~ if nt try to boycott cab ba .. but it's alr a habit so hard to cut dwn ler . god bless me !

ytd went elaine's 21st birthday celebration party . tmr her actual day . happy b'day (:

save money . i need it badly .